INDEPENDANT :l

i wanted to blog yesterday but blogger was down for maintenance. PRETTY ANNOYING ;l. Today is really an arty farty day. I had to do art from 9am to 5 pm. By the time i came home i was so sick of everything, plus i have that, does not help but to ruin the whole day. i just want to sit here , facing the computer and do what i wanna to do. I dunno whether is it me that is just paranoid or like i feel a sense of unwelcome-ness when i am near her. I mean it okay. I can just do fine, i think. I feel there more behind her,but she seem to have changed. She no longer the one i knew. Whatever it is, i hope it is me.